Why this?
For these moments
I brace with an answer.
So dumb when it comes
to the ways of this place
that I carry a cheat sheet.
It says: taste, tear,
bear the weight because
you know yourself a floating
thing, prone to flying off,
unable to land. The terror
of losing touch with
gravity. Because that dark
beyond those clouds
is thick with the pull
of entropy, into some
chaos and I don’t know
what, away from here
the place of sweat
and laundry and alarms
and a lot of driving to
and from places in cars
with their warning lights
and trying to park
and getting overdraft
notices and the most recent
thing to break today is a blood
vessel in the eye and that little
hinge that’s supposed to keep
the door from opening too wide
and obviously this heart and
at least one of these is going
to stay broke and too far open
all the time.
“unable to land” sounds like a familiar state.
Have a happy long weekend unless you don’t get those kinds of things 😉
Michael, thank you for this. It is good to have your company in this state! Wishing you a happy weekend as well : )
Sometimes your poetry just gets in between the cracks. Love this one. Amaya
Love to you, dear Amaya! : )