Thoughts on a Train

Over vanishing worlds.

person riding vehicle grayscale photo

The cynic will call your nostalgia an ailment, but consider the lost elegance of oaks, the grey slush of salted roads at the end of a snow day; purple ink of handwritten liner notes inside the plastic shell of a favorite mix tape, the pealing chorus of children screaming in chase, hiss of the downtown bus breaking, someone on the blue shag carpet of a den hooting about a bad call over a plate of cheese and crackers, beer, full ashtrays on coffee tables, end tables; world maps covering dents in the kitchen walls, and the way the aunts with their lipstick would be laughing over the salad spinner, at the last attempt of someone’s last date, to do what must have seemed appropriate at the time and a harmony of, I can’t even––over shuffle of silverware and children up and down the stairs like a herd of elephants.  

If you hear that again, you’ll know that there will soon be a pillow at the back of your head and not this sideways neck, and no, it won’t sound anything like this dream when it’s over, but you won’t be sick with it either, just slightly jarred the way a body always is to find itself moving at high speeds over steel rails on land almost familiar, with a sense that it is always slipping out of reach before the witness finds the words, and maybe this is the tension the children were playing with, screaming at chase, whenever the it got too close.

Author: Stacey C. Johnson

I keep watch and listen, mostly in dark places.

6 thoughts on “Thoughts on a Train”

  1. Love the natural flow release of the chaos and rhythm in one’s mind and thoughts here. That’s a real gift to unleash it and yet still keep it harnessed. I like the sound of the words particularly in the first section; nice to see you having fun with it. Thanks for sharing!

    1. Bill, thank you. I love how the rhythm of a train ride tends to evoke these sorts of associative meditations.: )

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